calamity & congeniality

2010-10-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

She’s the type of girl; that would laugh and pretend it’s not hurting her, she’s the type that would always try to lighten up the mood, she’s the type of girl that would hook the man she loves with the girl he loves and smile about it, she’s the type that would cry everynight but pretend she’s the happiest girl alive. She’s just waiting for someone to realise what she’s going through.

I just want someone, just one person, the person who would understand me the way people don’t, the one who stops you from doing the wrong thing, the one who would suffer more just to make us happy, the one who would die just to save you a meal, that someone who cherish the little moments that we had, the one person who knew me more than me myself, and most of all, I would like it if the person can live with me forever and after. It’ll be great. No doubt.

2010-10-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

more raya pictures will be uploaded later on.

2010-06-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

somehow,i don't see the point of you needing me anymore. you don't need me.

2010-06-09T04:31:00.001-07:00

Now i know how it feels like to SHARE my boyf with someone else. haha,no lah i was just joking.but wait, it does hurt.

2010-06-08T05:56:00.000-07:00

what if you don't love me anymore?

2010-06-06T07:25:00.000-07:00

right now, i find everything so unfair. I'm not in the mood to update mscalamity-congeniality ll, i don't know why. im suffering right here and no one cares,there just too busy.

2010-06-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

rose havent die, cause i took good care of it.
Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

Distance, it is a test of love, many will fail, but for those who can withstand it have the answer: true love.

2010-06-04T02:02:00.001-07:00

ohh yes, and to RADZI, thanks for the rose. i like it alot.

2010-06-04T01:32:00.000-07:00

THE BEST DAY.
on thursday i had dance practice, we were all resting when suddenly afiqah just pulled me aside. saw two boys outside,asking me to follow them. i did. when i opened the door, i just feel like crying, totally speechless. the two boys just ran away and left me just like that.

somehow i just don't want to know who did all this for me. but anyway, i just wanna say thankyou, your sooo sweet.

2010-05-27T19:49:00.000-07:00

Your leaving. So, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. miss me alright,because i know ill miss you.

2010-05-27T18:08:00.000-07:00

BBQ pic. had real fun i telll you! should do it again alright. people talk and thanks to me, :).haha.

2010-05-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

okay, sexy people!
i wanna start linking people back.so gimme your link alrite.

2010-05-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

i won't say im angry.but im extremely disappointed with you. all along, i thought it was just a joke. i love you, thats why i care. please don't do this to me,its seriously not funny.

2010-04-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

i just don't have the mood to update,but ill do it anyway. but the thing is, i just don't have anything to post about. seriously, life's sooo boring for me. there's no point posting also because no ones gonna read my blog anyway.

but wait, i do have something to say actually.
if come into my life just to create trouble for me and my friends, then let me just tell you this, just get lost cause i just don't wanna see you and i don't like you because you irritate me too much.

honey, you just cant hate people for no reason, cause your not perfect. whatever, i just don't care anymore.

2010-02-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

I have decided that maybe i should create another blog account. ill see how it goes. but only certain people will be allowed to read the new blog.

and to you Mr ENORMOUS, stop irritating me and just leave me alone! why the fuck are you calling me plastic sarcastic ? what did i do to you. stop being a looser and i dare you to come up to me and tell me why you call me that fucker. your being the plastic one,not me.

2010-02-19T23:52:00.000-08:00

and thats all sexy people.

2010-02-05T06:53:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me :)

im like 15 already and i feel sooooo old. at the same time im also feeling very sad cause this is my first birthday without granny,awww i wanna cry... Anw girlfriends, thank you for the birthday cake. it was soooo sweet of you girls. i love the cake soo much and i tasted soo good. seriously.

bonda gave me a long bday wish,she likes it if call her bonda,and i don't know why.. haha

i was hoping that you would wish me, but unfortunately,no, you did not. how could you.
anw, ill update more next time plus with the pictures,okay?

2010-01-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

i miss you so much. and i still love you. granny, could you please come back. and i know that will never happen.

2009-12-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

sharing is caring!
What I'm gonna share you you today is not a joke and I'm serious about it. Take a look at this. beware and check the ingredients before you eat something. And seriously, when they say "no pork no lard" that does not mean that the food is halal.

MULSIFIERS E-CODES FOR PIG FAT

100

280

434

482

110

300

435

483

120

301

436

491

140

325

440

492

141

326

441

493

153

327

470

494

160

334

471

495

161

335

472

542

210

336

473

570

213

337

474

572

214

422

475

631

216

430

476

635

234

431

477

904

252

432

478

920

270

433

481

i may not be perfect,but i know that as a Muslim girl i must only eat halal food.

2009-12-11T05:12:00.000-08:00

i know Ive been missing for a long time,but I'm back.

There are some things that you are not aware of,they are actually just pretending too and do you know whats happening behind your back? I'm not the only person for your info.

ANYWAY,were on talking terms already and everything's fine now, we forgive and forget everything already. SO, lets not make history repeat itself. and if i have hurt you ,I'm sorry. to ME, your still my best friend.

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life -MC

yes,I'M very lonely. seriously. i don't know how much longer i can face it. i cant end it cause i haven't even started. looking at my girls having fun with their boyfriend makes me jealous. i keep asking myself,whens my turn...

2009-11-21T23:35:00.000-08:00

Heyy sexy people.. an unfortunate funny disaster happened to me last friday. I was out to buy lunch at BPP . when i was about to enter ,i looked down cause i felt weird,just weird about my slippers. and guess what? to my shocking horrifying disbelieve, i put on the wrong pair of slippers each of different colour! can you believe it!! oh my... i rushed to the toilet and called my mom for help. and instead, she laughed at me. and told me to buy a new pair of slippers. the makcik cleaner laughed at me too and said
"kenape pakai slippers lain lain ?" and that was sooo embarrassing! i hope that she was the only person who noticed that i wore different pairs of slippers.

ohh man i hope that it wont happen again. haha, when i got home, my mom and aunt just can't stop laughing at me. lesson learn, next time,CHECK before wearing slippers. i should always remind myself that.

2009-11-17T03:20:00.000-08:00

1935 - o6.october 2009.
i love her so much. i miss her. no one knws how often i think of her and love her. i wanna hug her so tight and wont wanna let her go. i didnt even have the chance to say sorry and goodbye to her. its too late now,i didnt even get the chance to tell her i love her. shes gone and i still cant believe it. i still can feel her presence.
and all i can do now is sedekah for her AL-FATIHAH.

if you still have your grandparents around,treasure them before its too late.